Oh.

i came across something i had written almost a year ago now:

"By his mercy and by his grace, this will be resolved. We do not deserve his unrelenting and healing hands that hold us and have not released us. His compassions are incomprehensible. He has my swaying heart and won't let it go, although it deserves not even to be touched.

Oh Lord, why do you love me so much, enough to care about me? When I'm too blinded to see your face, you don't let me stray. I don't deserve your plans to prosper me. Still, your loved doesn't care. It doesn't know its bounds."

its funny how you can go through so many learning experiences, changes, lessons again and again, but still need to be reminded and re-comforted in seeing that God's love covers everything.